my heaet is done

my heart is broke in two I don’t even anna step foot out my house nor come out from under my covers IVE NEVER CRYED THIS MUCH IN MY LIFE! I GUESS WHEN YOU PRAY TO PEOPLE YOU LOST THAT YOU DONT WANNA BE HURT IT DOESNT HAPPEN AT ALL 3 THEY WILL NEVER HEAR YOUR PRAY !!! SLEEP UNDER THE COVERS FOR THE NEXT DAYS -_- :’(

why

I love him and I can’t lose him ever …. I feel like he’s pushing me away and I can’t stop it ….. I love him and he’s my life &+ my everything I don’t wanna lose him ever … I love you baby always&forever. 9-1-11 I love you xoxoxoxoxo.

I want to let / thank my boyfriend :’)

baby I never really let you knoe how much you really mean to me words and letters can’t explain ill try my best for you to knoe. the day I looked you in the eyes was the day I seen the ONLY I could ever truly ever LOVE no one ever had any type of love from me you had my love since day one you took my breath away the day I seen and even spoke to you. I love you and I hope I never lose you you + me = september1,2011 I never though I could have someone love me more then I love my self. my world is all about you and no one else. I don’t want anyone or anything else to take you away from me. I can’t believe I met you I never though a guy you dreamed about would ever come true I really can’t believe I found you :’) you seen me at my best and my worst but that’s what’s loves about! no matter what you’ll see the one you love and the one I love is you HUGO FRANCISCO ELIZALDE you have my heart and all of me till the day I die I hope you can be the one waiting at the end of the path for me to get married :) I love you SEPTEMBER1,2011:* FOREEVER*&+ALWAYS :’) -love alyssa marie mancuso (elizalde)
ps. thank you for always having my back and loving me for who I am not what I am and what I have you changed me a lot In the past 7 months :)